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I'm saying
too
much,

in mad gulps
hoping
you'd
understand
just a bit
of it

but I guess that just doesn't matter
maybe it only matters to me,

I get it,
I'm blue

but that's not what we're getting at,
I feel like my thoughts
used to be so clear,
like I had the words
for it, could articulate it,
now I'm
a
mess,

I can't hold it together,
can't string a thought along
together,

can't bring you along,

I've got too many inside jokes
I only make sense
when I'm
talking to
myself