Prayers

please forgive this prayer,
I've made many oaths, and
I'm just so lost; out there;

but it goes like this,
the air conditioner hums,
I can't tell what's going 
on outside,

it could all be over, just as
easily over as still going,

I didn't look up at the clouds today,
often I forget they're there,

if I died right now
what would I remember?

nothing--

Bless those faces I've seen,
they carry with them the sadness
inherent in existence, and

I was made to write it down.