'take me behind the barn doors' she said
'and fuck me where you have no cock'
so hanging from the exposed wood she said,
'this is rape'
'and you are scared,' she said and I had already said I know.
it was too dark to find the gash
at my waist
she pulled her nails across my eyes
there were eyes in the next stall rolling
a faint sound
from my lips or
'you can't do anything right,' I whispered.