in my stomach
what now has been my world
two weeks now removed;
I am in an effort,
I am to decode myself,
I will rid myself of all shame.
today I left the house without my hat
I was sweating
did you know I am going bald?
where were all the eyes watching?
there were none that noticed any difference
I was passed back and forth
my cat doesn't know what to think of me.
I have become an imposition on myself
many times I have thought these things
these unreal unreality things
is it possible I am an invention?
how long until I die?
is this my answer to life. no,
this is my response.
where have the things I have thought gone?
they have gone
where I have no things
and things is a word I use to mean
nothing and nothing is
just a thing a word in a line
I have placed where others
are left and others will follow.